It was nice to hear you being so open in this video. I understand where you're coming from because since I was 12 I started getting into depression and was suicidal 6+ times because I felt worthless, constantly stressed, and feeling incompetent in life. I still have those feelings, but try to keep myself from going too far into the dark. It's hard, but… I do what I can to manage it for the sake of my family and others close to me. Keep strong, brother. (hugs again)
I also want to say I'm sorry for the way I treated you. I was having some bad times and didn't like what 'went down' back in late June, so I was more stressed and more agitated than I should've been. Though I was angry at a certain few (for sure), I shouldn't have behaved the way I did, due to the fact it was disrespectful to you and against my demeanor. I do forgive you and hope you and I can still be friends.
I'm not on Messenger anymore, since it wasn't really fitting for my mental wellness. And since the bad times have been going on, and still are despite minimizing, I don't want my mental state to affect others. And with us clashing as we did, we were both having our issues and that didn't go very well. An unnecessary Clash of the Titans, if I put that into cinematic wording. LOLOL
Once again, thank you for being so open to your audience and the world. Peace.
Btw, amazing cinematography. If I ever need a cinematographer, I'll be sure to ask you first thing. And if I'm ever on a book tour, I'll be sure to give you, Josh, and Lottie your VIP entries and meetings and after-meeting. Same with Voltaire in L.A., Johnny in Canada, and other CT main audience/cohosts."D
(big hugs) Hii James.
It was nice to hear you being so open in this video. I understand where you're coming from because since I was 12 I started getting into depression and was suicidal 6+ times because I felt worthless, constantly stressed, and feeling incompetent in life. I still have those feelings, but try to keep myself from going too far into the dark. It's hard, but… I do what I can to manage it for the sake of my family and others close to me. Keep strong, brother. (hugs again)
I also want to say I'm sorry for the way I treated you. I was having some bad times and didn't like what 'went down' back in late June, so I was more stressed and more agitated than I should've been. Though I was angry at a certain few (for sure), I shouldn't have behaved the way I did, due to the fact it was disrespectful to you and against my demeanor. I do forgive you and hope you and I can still be friends.
I'm not on Messenger anymore, since it wasn't really fitting for my mental wellness. And since the bad times have been going on, and still are despite minimizing, I don't want my mental state to affect others. And with us clashing as we did, we were both having our issues and that didn't go very well. An unnecessary Clash of the Titans, if I put that into cinematic wording. LOLOL
Once again, thank you for being so open to your audience and the world. Peace.
Btw, amazing cinematography. If I ever need a cinematographer, I'll be sure to ask you first thing. And if I'm ever on a book tour, I'll be sure to give you, Josh, and Lottie your VIP entries and meetings and after-meeting. Same with Voltaire in L.A., Johnny in Canada, and other CT main audience/cohosts."D
I’m enraptured with this broadcast. Moving.